Sometimes, sacred space is difficult, and I’ve turned my back on people in my life. There are those towards whom I feel negatively charged. Those whom I blame.
In the world of yoga, there is much emphasis on letting go, surrendering, and forgiving. And yet, I’m not ready to do this right now. For me, now is a season for churning, for being angry, and even prideful. During this season of my own suffering, I’m also processing. I’m acknowledging pain. I’m looking at my own involvement in the negativity. And while I’m coming to many self realizations, I’m still not ready to let the negativity go.
I share this because I know a lot of people who hurt, who are angry, who’ve hardened their hearts. There is a time when we’ll be ready to let go of it. And if that day isn’t today, you are still a fine person. Remember that. Remain active in your processing. Remain diligent In your healing. One day forgiveness will be easy for us all.