Yes! I want you in my life. Forever!
When we first met, it was love at first sight. You made me feel so free, open and full. And I thought, it would be like this forever. The freedom, the openness, the fullness … every breath I took with you by my side was healing and nourishing. You helped me shine light in the darkest corners of my self. We found my soul together. You saved my life more than once. I was whole again.
I committed to your teachings, to great teachers and to a devotional practice. Love at first sight became a long-term relationship. Years went by, we grew together in this fast world of business, money and media. Most days, it felt so hard to leave you at home to go to work. So we decided to work together. I thought we were a dream-team. We still are.
But reality caught us somehow. I felt less free in your company, less open and less full. You were all I had and you had so many. This gradient was so high – I fell. You let me fall because you knew that I would find my way up.
I did. I looked around me for help and saw the world – the fast world of business, money and media. But I also saw the sun, the nature, the waters and the beautiful souls. And I saw you, right in the middle of this world waiting for me to reintegrate. You wanted us to become part of it all – together. You proposed to me knowing that I was ready to say “Yes!”. I do not only want the freedom, the openness or the fullness anymore – I also want the crowds, the ugliness and the darkness. I am ready to live in reality with you. Yes! Forever!