The colours of the sky look magnificent this morning
Nature’s beauty had been gone from my eyes for too long this time,
leaving me doubting if I would see her again
Why do the tools of my wellbeing, fall away in desperate times?
I feel myself becoming unconscious, old patterns visit me unwantingly
I cry as I return to the pain body
Why have I not learnt this lesson yet?
Once in the flow of the infinite, it is torturous to not be
For one second I almost wished I had never found it
But how can ignorance be bliss, when awareness is
I read & read to understand that which is already in my heart
I must now allow
It is time for the desire to fade into the background,
so I can surrender to the struggle, let the universe work through me
When I graciously and effortlessly accept what is
I will truly know peace